Damn flu, The coughing is really exhausting. And after a while the listening to the bottle sounds, the gurgling and the general sounding-like-a-worn-out-tractor-engine-that's- already-being-old-in-Franklin-Delano-Roosevelts-second-turn starts really getting old.
So I think I'll do the smart thing and order myself to stay in bed.
Maybe that's how I get the parallaxes of my eyes straightened up again. Right now they feel like a Marty Feldman gaze after a bottle of vodka.

Well, again, what do you know. With this thing I even might be able to succeed in the national novel writing month although I have started today, which gives the others 11 days head start. But, I just made 1674 words in him and a bit less than three hours. And that's while and learning how to use this program. Looks pretty convincing to me. And since the idea for the novel is formulated and I have a pretty good idea where to go and when to go there I'm confident.
This is amazing.

Well, what do you know. it seems, talking to the computer now it is possible. Not that it really understands anything I say, but it's much better than before. So it might be, that I'll be able to post more than in the last months. Well actually I should say in the last years. Well, this is fun. And really relaxing. And so much better for my back.
I think I'll enjoy that.

Today for the first time this autumn I had the experience that you sleep so very well, when you are covered with warm blankets while freezing cold air tickles you nose - only thing that's peeking out from under the sheets. That's what I get for moving my bed to a window that has to be open all night for the cat to get in or out according to her whims. But I don't complain. Takes a while to adjust the blankets each time I move, but its worth it. I really slept well.

The mor I doart stuff, be it on paper,canvas or 3D themore it gets clear tome that light and lighting is everythin. Not exactly an very original revelation, but on has to really see it by oneself. Color form etc. all that is secondary.Maybe not for very abstract art, but that's not what I'm after.

i love big skies. Lot of blue decorated with quiet, white clouds.

The existential problem you have as a 17 year old is, that nobody understands that you are right.Fundamentally right. It's all so clear to you and so easy tu get. But they don't. Especially not parents.
Ten years later you have learned that other opinions are out there.
Doesn't change the fact that you're still right.
And another ten years later you finally have learned, how to state clearly in front of others that you are always right.
And they better shut up.

• 11:21 same as the rhubarbs, shy critters, usually foud to be hopping around open fields, rejoycing... RT @cakewench free range bananas #
• 11:22 always on the go #

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I said it before, so just for the record:
- Quentin Tarantino is grossly overrated (not bad, just that good)
- 300 bored me to pieces. Aside from all the proto-fascistoid shit it was unbearably boring
- People say they like David Lynch films because of their depth and intellectual meaning. As a matter of fact most of those people are just afraid to admit that they didn't understand the movies
- any religion that produces religios feelings that can be hurt deserves to be ridiculed

That said:
- it's a lovely soft warm evening. Enjoy it!

• 10:17 Rainy day, let the sun take a holiday... #

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Somtimes the light you shed on your way is just enough for one. There's nothing wrong with that.

• 10:25 tired... #

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Quiet summer morning,
rain trickling from green leaves,
the world is breathing.

Fresh summer morning air through my window and a view to my garden with a butterfly dancing on the tiny grass blades that just started to grow. :-)

• 11:03 I'm easygoing when it comes to breakfast - I enjoy the finer things but am ok well with milk and oatmeal. But boiled egg should be perfect! #
• 12:16 have to admid: I love the song Brazil #

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That's life - Sinatra

That's life, that's what all the people say.
You're riding high in April,
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune,
When I'm back on top, back on top in June.

I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks,
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down,
'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself, flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

That's life
I tell ya, I can't deny it,
I thought of quitting baby,
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it.
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try,
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself laying flat on my face,
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life
That's life and I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out
But my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothing shakin' come this here july
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die
My, My

• 23:11 tired, relaxed. done a lot of tweaking my debian box. set up Blender 2.49, did a render with all machines. enjoyed a walk in the evening sun #
• 23:32 @cakewench bill and ted = most excellent :-) #

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• 14:57 damn tired, but lets try to get something written. #
• 17:16 www.marcushamm.de #

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• 18:27 hate it when the telephone wakes me from an aftrenoon nap #

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• 11:31 Trying to install twitter and stuff #
• 12:00 out for errands #
• 12:53 So, everything is working fine. #

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